i miss my cousins

Goshhhhh college starts in less than a weekkkkkkk!!!!!!! i'm still packing.... and it's not going to be as always going back to college on check-in day, coz dad's not here to drop me off... it's my mom and bro who're dropping me off..... God knows whether everyone will fit in that car loaded with books, clothes, all sorts of bags....

I called india.... alot of things are going on.... my uncle's funeral was just over.... his son's marriage, grand daughter's baptism, an upcoming wedding of one of my cousin sisters.... my other cousins' kids are now growing up from diapers and now have started to talk.... i'm missing soooooo much......

at least my dad got to see everything.... that's what i'm happy about however... it's hard having all your cousins (especially all the fun ones) all the way at the other end of the world and communicating with them through only phone conversations (which i suck at coz i never get to say what i want)....

i'll never forget all the fun times (as well as unhappy times) i shared with everyone... memories spent with loving family are priceless... *sniff*.... i just hope i wouldn't break into tears so much....